Ok I’m done being upset. It’s in Your hands now. Everything I am and have. I’m tired of pretending I have everything under control, because clearly I’ve only set You aside. Learned–yet again–that I shouldn’t do that. People have and will let me down, and I need to learn that only You are my constant, in times of my struggles. No matter how unwanted I feel, worthless, directionless, and lonely, You still love me. Unwaveringly.